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INSANITY’S EDGE
03:44
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Am weary to rise
Thousands of steps
Without light, dirt everywhere
A marathon of disease.
I do not want to get to the finish line,
High-rise building, my skull.
In the balance among suffering, reality and hallucinations.
And the edge becomes my only path.
Abyss on my right side,
Cursed life on my left.
Hundreds of voices, dances in my head
Waltz of death 'n despair, sacrifices and frustrations.
I'm dirty, greasy, smelly, sloppy
My dress is "nonsense", insanity's edge
Abyss on my right side,
Cursed life on my left.
A white -- void within my brain.
I've sold my soul, dearly, in Hell.
Insanity's Edge
Insanity's Edge
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UNHOLY SOUL
03:56
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The time in which i was born
Marked doom.
For the love of a mother
That left me to my fate.
Locked.
Many days are gone,
Feel the closeness of new hope
Just a guise
Absurd cravings assails me at night
Two babies to grown, two toys to have fun (with).
Feed him, dress him, bite him, fuck him,
Bless him, beat him, take his soul.
Stab him, choke him, kick him,
Hug him, love him, push him into the hole.
Under a starless night
I pray for my soul.
Condemned to a slow death...
As you expect, i will kill more and more.
What you give is what you get, an horrible death.
The Monster
I Am.
The Monster
I Am.
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Here comes the pain
Sitting in my dark room,
feel the coldness of my cage, waiting for you.
This is a Satanic Ritual Abuse, neuropsychiatry and wounds.
Sexual abuse
Mental refuse
Drugged and confuse
Killing Machine
Methods of greed
Mental decay
Hungry to kill
Shattered on my deepest dreams.
I'm goin' down
Remote controlled
This twisted state of mind
I'm under your will
Manchurian Candidate i'll be
Sick of life as i know it
Lying on this bed drugged and traumatized.
Don't blame (me), i'm only a cavy
Don't blame (me), 6 months of LSD
Don't blame (me), dead eyes/nose/mouth/ears
Don't blame (me), don't you fucking pity me
This is the end of all
My dream, it has begun
I'm Enthralled
Oblivion..
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Ten days 'till departure time.
You already know that they killed my neighbor,
Elmer, 5 days ago.
Then they moved me
into his cell.
After they execute someone
they move the rest of us down one cell,
working our way to cell#1,
the launching pad to the gurney next door.
This is a bad luck cell
very few of us get out of here alive!
These will be hectic days, freighted with emotion,
all the final letters, all the final phone calls, final visits,
final goodbyes.
This is a bad luck cell
very few of us get out of here alive!
Things have become
even more regimented
as "established procedures"
increasingly take over.
More cell front visits
from high ranking officials
forms to fill out
(cremation or burial?)
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I declined the offer of a "last meal".
I'm not interested in participating in that time-worn ritual,
to feed some reporter's breathless post-execution account.
Besides,
material gratification will be the last thing on my mind
as I prepare to cross over to the non-material planes.
Watching Elmer go through
his final days
really drove home
how ritualized this whole process has become;
the ritual aspect perhaps brings some numbing comfort
- or sense of purpose --
to those not really comfortable with this whole killing people scheme.
This is akin
to participating
in a play where the participants step to a rote cadence,
acting out their parts in the script,
with nobody pausing to question the underlying premise.
It's like a Twilight Zone episode
where you want to grab someone,
shake them hard, and yell
"Hey, wake up! Don't you know what's going on here?!!!"
Time that surprisingly subjective, abstract concept
is becoming increasingly compressed for me
I will endure this without fear,
and with as much grace as I can summon.
SET ME FREE
SET ME FREE
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S.Z.P Brescia, Italy
"No Salvation, No Redemption, Only The End", limited edition 10 "vinyl (Transparent vinyl, edition limited to 23 hand-
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"No Salvation,No Redemption,Only The End" tracklist:
Side "A"
1~ Shade Of Shame
2 ~ Cradle Of Doom
Side "B"
3 ~ Nightmare Of Vigil (Special guest, Manuel Merigo From In.Si.Dia ) 4 ~ Inquisition Of Cowards
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